There are some of you right now that will have a meeting, you will fast and pray tirelessly for it. But if you go there and after singing nobody fell or screamed under the power you will feel like God is unfaithful.

You will literally go back home feeling disappointed.

Sir, You are not burdened for souls, you are not passionate about them. You just depend on drama to massage your Ego of being anointed.

All your fasting and prayers is Ego centered, it is self centered. It is only a matter of time before your self centered motives begins to attract demons your way.

You will finally have the manifestations you lust after for Ego sake. But your secret place will be dry of the Lord. You will finish fornicating with your backups and still go up stage to sing and people will start falling and screaming.

But you will not know that the Lord was not there. The Devil will champion that manifestation for you so that your Ego and self centeredness will keep getting stronger.

Why do you think some persons start out sincerely and passionately but somewhere along the line they lost their purity and secret place while still maintaining a certain manifestation?

This is the cause. Their seeking was self centered and Egoistic.

In all your seeking,

Please ensure you evaluate your motives consistently. Ensure you are not motivated by Ego and self centeredness.

Be a servant who is Joyful doing the masters work and not one who needs the master to manifest a certain way in other to massage your Ego so you can feel powerful.

Oh! The Blessedness of having nothing to prove, no reputation to defend, No Ego to boost. Such blessedness can only be known by the man who has died to self Glory.